It had been a long, fun-filled week at Niswonger Grandkid’s
Camp 2014 and I was totally exhausted.
The grandkids had gone home, my house was a cluttered mess and after a
week of sleep deprivation all I wanted was a steaming cup of coffee, as I
stumbled out of bed on Sunday morning.
To properly function, a body requires uninterrupted rest during each 24
hour period to heal, replenish the spent energy and store up a surplus of
energy to be used the next day. If your
body goes without this restorative process for too many days, you will tire
more easily, your immune system will break down, leaving you vulnerable to
illness and disease and eventually complete collapse. As the caffeine coursed through my veins,
bringing me back to life I counted the hours of sleep over the last week and
realized 4 to 5 hours per night was not enough to replenish the energy expended
every day trying to keep up with 6 kids all under 10 years old. I was physically exhausted.
It was Sunday and my teaching and tradition told me I should
be getting ready for church but on this specific morning, getting dressed,
driving an hour for 3 songs, an offering, sermon and prayer was something my
mind couldn’t wrap around. Pouring
another cup of coffee, I turned on one of my favorite streaming church services
in Louisiana. I sang along with the awesome
worship and prepared myself to hear a good sermon. But today, it would be more than a sermon;
God had a message prepared for me. I
cannot tell you the title or the text but there was one verse that grabbed hold
of me and began to do its work. Amos 3:12 Thus says the Lord: “As the
shepherd rescues from the mouth of the lion two legs, or a piece of an ear, so
shall the people of Israel who dwell in Samaria be rescued, with the
corner of a couch and part of a bed.” Suddenly God wasn’t speaking to Israel, He
was speaking directly to me and it hit me I was SPIRITUALLY EXHAUSTED and in danger of being completely devoured.
I honestly felt that about all I had left was two legs and
not even a whole ear, just a piece. Oh,
I knew God still loved me and I rested in His salvation but spiritually, I was
completely spent. For too long I had
been taking in just enough to pour out something to others but not enough to
build up my own reserves. Having been
raised in church and filled with the Spirit as a child, I was an expert at
going through the motions, saying “Amen” at just the right time, smiling and
giving just the right word of encouragement, praying just the right prayer,
then making my way home totally drained.
My Spiritual Immune System was breaking down, I was becoming vulnerable
to the attacks of Satan and I didn’t even have the strength to pull my two legs
and ear out of the mouth of the lion; I was exhausted.
The beautiful thing about God is He doesn’t leave us in our
exhausted state to rescue ourselves. No,
Amos 3:12 says “As the Shepherd rescues..”
Healing tears began to flow down my face, a glimmer of hope shone
faintly in my spirit as I snuggled comfortably in His everlasting arms. “But God
is it enough?” “What
can you do with two legs and a piece of ear?” And God softly whispered, “I
created the two legs and the ear; they belong to me.” If you will listen closely with even one ear,
you will hear My voice which bids you come to me on your two legs and I will
give you rest.”
Perhaps, you feel pulled apart and devoured until there is
only two legs and piece of ear remaining.
You have given of yourself for too long without replenishing the reserve;
you are Spiritually Exhausted. Allow the Shepherd to rescue the parts of you
that remain and remake you as only the Creator can. Rest in His Presence, listen to His voice, allow
His Spirit to rejuvenate and reenergize you.
Prepare to be amazed at what God will do with “TWO LEGS AND A PIECE OF EAR.”